12/05/2026
Hello 🌞
I disappeared into my little cocoon for a while. New chapter quietly arriving. Cute caterpillars crawling on me.
After 7/8 years of guiding women into their bodies, I closed that door with a lot of gratitude. It was beautiful, intense, transformative work - and a lot for my very sensitive system.
A realization came - holding space & stuff for others has been my default setting since childhood. It has been very useful - for others. It gave me a sense of having a function. And since then I ask questions about whats there actually inside of me, not yet expressed.
Finding my new path forward slowly.
Wellbeing, nature, play, joy, creativity, gentleness, strangeness, freedom.
First 7/8 years: Architecture & focusing on outer worlds.
Second 7/8 years: Guiding women & girls into their inner worlds via the body.
And now? Diving into Invisible worlds
Since a year or so I‘m exploring psychic mediumship, trance healing, dreams, shamanism, druidry, automatic painting/writing and all the magical in-between spaces. And I’m having a great time with it.
It took me some time to stop resisting the dissolution. My soul tarot card is Death after all. 💀🪽🤍 And death seems to be just a portal to another way of being.
Happy to see who’s still here 🌟
Love,
Antje
