20/10/2026
CONTENTMENT.
These days I feel like so many people are chasing the next high.
Ecstasy. Huge shifts. Blow-your-mind plant medicine ceremonies. Extraordinary experiences we can shout about to the world.
And there’s no judgement here. I’ve been blessed to experience many of these moments myself.
Plant medicine changed my life.
But after years immersed in that world, I realised I was seeking something quite different.
Contentment.
A deep inner peace with everything around me. Including, and especially, myself.
Who I am. Where I am. How I am.
Not constantly reaching for the next experience.
To me, this is the goal. The gold.
It’s why I’ve been drawn to working with softer, gentler plant allies over recent years.
Plants that are subtle, yet profound.
That have messages for those willing to quieten, slow down and truly listen.
For me, there’s something deeply feminine in their teachings. Not force or intensity, but relationship, devotion and patience.
The Rose — heart opener, healer, teacher of love and the wisdom of the heart.
Blue Lotus — guide through the dream realms, the underworld and the stars. A companion in remembering our inner truth.
Mugwort — herb of these Isles of Albion. Grandmother, protector, dream weaver.
Amanita — the Guardian and Guide. Rememberer of old magic and our relationship with the living world.
These are plant allies I’ve spent years journeying with, dieting with, listening to and building relationships with before sharing their teachings with others.
I no longer need to chase another extraordinary experience.
I want to cultivate something deeper.
A relationship with myself, with the Earth and with the wisdom available when we become still enough to listen.
This is the heart of my Sadhanas.
Extended periods of devotion to one plant ally, allowing the relationship to unfold in its own way.
The waitlist for my much-loved BLUE LOTUS SADHANA is now OPEN.
We begin on the Winter Solstice.
Message me BLUE LOTUS to join the waitlist.
I believe the greatest medicine another is something that allows us to feel at home in the life we’re already living.