
02/09/2025
This is a tough one to write.
You’ll get some vulnerability from me in this post.
People might look at this and think, wow 3:26:11, that’s a very respectable time. Or, you ran a marathon, that in itself is impressive.
But honestly, I’m frustrated.
I set lofty goals, I work for them, and then I want to achieve them come the big day.
Of course grateful, that’s my second fastest marathon. But still bummed. In my workouts it looked like I’d be capable of a 3:15.
Here’s the story.
Two months ago my friend kicked butt in her marathon. Qualified for Boston, and I bumped my Mesa half marathon up to the full. I want SO BAD to be at Boston with her. Something we’ve both strived for since we started running together in 2018(?). 🥹
My training was just 7 weeks, but a strong 7 weeks. My paces in workouts were the fastest I’ve EVER been, and in my head I thought “if I can push juuuust a little, I could swing for an nyc marathon qualifier at 3:13. So that was the A goal. And B goal was to PR (3:21) and C goal was to qualify for Boston with a buffer (3:23 at least, but 3:25 would be official). D goal was just get a course PR. I thought my B goal would be NO PROBLEM, and even when I saw Nick at mile 10, I told him “we’re going to Boston” because I was so strong.
I started late waiting in a toilet line. Regretted that since I was weaving through people running over the total distance with all the weaving, but it did help me feel good passing a lot. Was a boost. Wasn’t a huge deal. Just a minute it might cost me.
I felt on top of the world for the first half. My legs felt strong, my breathing was under control, I was sticking to my plan. Saw family along the way and felt great.
No porta potty issues or stops, stayed on top of my nutrition/hydration.
I took in a caffeinated gel around 14(? It’s all a blur), and spit out some vomit (sorry tmi).
All of a sudden I started getting a little side stitch. I tried to just run through it, praying god would just take it away (these RARELY happen to me, and happened 2 weeks ago too and so I’ve been really working on my breathing, even wore a nose strip at the race).
Continued in comments👇🏼