09/24/2026
☆☆☆☆ TRIGGER WARNING ☆☆☆☆
*I've erased most of the evidence because that's not my truth but when I got that fb message from someone who i worked with YEARS ago.....I felt guided to share my story*
Spirit said to me: "You're not a survivor, that word is too small now, you're a spiritual system update, a complete override to everything hell thought would define you....survivors escape, yes.... but have you ever asked yourself what happens when the one who escapes, also rewrites the map!?" 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
I have been beaten on MY WHOLE LIFE, not just 1 man, not just 1 cycle.....repeated abuse in many different areas. Some fights I didn't care if I would be unalived, i wasn't going to allow a man to put his hands on me & me NOT fight back!
After years of my childhood being defenseless against my own father who would leave me black & blue at 4 yrs, teaching me very young that men who said they love me came with aggression and abuse......
Repeated cycles from relationships to being fearless & not giving af about how big or strong a man was.....if they wanted to attack me, I wasn't going to coward & take a beating, I would stand toe to toe and give back all i could!
I've never considered myself a victim yet all this healing and years of unlearning that just because I am strong enough to take physical, mental & emotional abuse does NOT mean that's what I deserve..... but unless you have the deep rooted unconscious abuse programming, you may not understand why abuse felt like home for SOul long!
It really is amazing how I would have JUST been fighting for my life, LITERALLY, and then show up with a smile.....
If you relate, if you're still stuck in that familiar love, please know YOU get to decide what you deserve in life & maybe deep down, much like myself, you have been taught abuse & chaos are what you deserve (you're just as crazy, right!?) Nah sis or sir..... let's rewrite that lie with the truth! ☆☆☆ HEAL with Lioness ☆☆☆
🎙 Growing Through The Traumas 🌱
