Good Day,
I want to thank everybody who is stopping by 86; CHECK YOUR plates! I began this page…I suppose as a free-flowing, train of consciousness, exploration upon my experience on Terra Firma, concerning my current quest. I recognize the importance of putting a placeholder here in 2021, as Aquarius begins revving up. (The energetic roaring to life of a global Humanism far too long in waiting). For those that I have been familiar with, associates of, arch enemies or nemeses, could attest; I am an alcoholic. I had drank at an Olympic level, like it was my job; had a seriously damaging effect on pancreatic processes. Simply put, when alcohol goes in, the body tells the brain it needs just one more. Some people could take a drink or two and be satisfied. I’ve often looked upon these types as an alien would look at a human. I cannot remember the last time one b**r, meant one b**r. Until my last drunk, I have had alcohol in my body everyday for around 2 decades. Currently in active Recovery. Today, am approaching my 1 year anniversary of living alcohol-free. I am allergic (seriously) physically, to the consumption and processing of alcohol. Once upon a time, I could drink like a Normie, but that was a long time ago. The last year of 2020 has been the singularly best year of my life, since the birth of my Boyz, of course. It is the year of my sobriety. A wonderful experience everyday. Sometimes it’s tough to find a place where the anxiety doesn’t cripple me. It is infinitely easier as my brain continues to clear. With each sober day, with the fellowships I belong to, with every alcoholic who still suffers I speak with, and every seasoned vet who councils the likes of me; my life is blessed! So anyway, I’m hoping to utilize this page to continue to network in service of Recovery. This surely is a selfish type of philanthropy. SHARING my experience in early Recovery with those who are feeling their lives becoming unmanageable; really is my medicine now. I will listen. I will tell you what works for me. Bryan
