26/09/2026
“We're all islands shouting lies to each other across seas of misunderstanding.”
― Rudyard Kipling
There are times when disconnection and hurt take away my capacity to find joy.
The “what’s wrong” attention returns, and there seems to be no way to find resources.
Even with repeated reminders, the need to be alone feels right.
Others may witness these moments, wanting to reach out, extend a hand, perhaps take away the suffering — and yet, it feels unhelpful.
I notice what I need right now.
I notice myself moving away, merging with the environment.
While it feels scary to be here, I notice that the distance helps me reset.
I’m not sure when I will walk towards you,
but I know that I need to stay here
for some more time.