26/10/2026
I’ve taken the whole week off social media.
Not because I planned to. Because the depths called and it would have been dishonest to pretend otherwise.
So hello from the Underworld!
Sun just entering Scorpio.
Already feeling the shadow of with Mercury stationing retrograde into Scorpio tomorrow, Venus already retrograde in the underworld, and the collective moving through Splenic instinct/survival/fear gates in Human Design, I’ve been sitting with a question I can’t put down.
What am I still upholding that was never actually mine?
The quiet, courageous realisation that some of what we’ve been keeping alive no longer belongs to us.
Not because it was wrong then. Because we’ve outgrown it.
And in this last chapter of the Cross of Planning, the 400 year era that has had us following the inherited map, that question feels enormous.
What have you been keeping alive out of conditioning rather than truth?
Sit with that.
The full moon in Ta**us is here and she will want an answer.
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