10/22/2026
Activation is healthy. It’s our body’s natural rhythm of protection… and in the same breath, it can be deeply uncomfortable to hold at times.
Here are a few thoughts as I walk through no therapy day & explain the activation / moments I held and what I did to navigate it 🌀:
Hypo-arousal: darker mornings can feel slower, heavier, softer, and quieter.
However we wake up, and it’s different for everyone …and from one day to the next, I think it’s always a good opportunity to pause before we get out of bed and do a body scan. Notice how we’re arriving and how our energy feels, then attune any movement or morning needs to what we find.
*** morning energy so quick 3 km run with Tulls to move and connect inward.
Blended state of ventral vagal and hyperarousal: staying grounded and connected to the body, with logic and emotion both online. Hyperarousal brings ideas, energy, and connection to the surface.
**Consult meetings with the crisis management teams, evolving their training practices.
Coffee break. Always.
Bidirectional stimulation: activates both ventral vagal and hyperarousal at once.
*** When the excitement of building this course tips me into high sympathetic drive, I can get stuck there. Movement is a beautiful tool for this. It helps my nervous system and body slow my thoughts down, and it gives the energy somewhere to go while I vocalize / build out the video sequence for the course content while I walk.
Community connection / ventral vagal state.
*** Lululemon fit session, very grateful to try on some gear for teaching at PACE Spin Studio & Lagree Pandosy !
Thanks lululemon
Hyperfixation: is a narrowed, intense focus that keeps the nervous system mobilized and draws attention away from the body
functional freeze: is when the body stays activated but movement stalls, so you can look like you’re functioning while feeling stuck…
*** Hyper-fixated on learning the new tech platform the course is built on … so I needed to pop out of that state… went to Aldo Magana class to get back into my body and into motion 🌀
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