30/10/2026
LETTER TO MY YOUNGER SELF ❤️
I know you spent years thinking there was something wrong with, wondering why people treated you the way they did, why you always felt different, thinking you were too much to loud to sensitive being difficult
I know you lowered yourself you unraveled parts of yourself just so people would accept you,to fit in to feel like you belonged
There were times others made you feel worthless, unloved, small,made you question yourself,doubt yourself, made you believe you were the problem, like every damn thing was your fault because they couldn't face their own demons
I know you carried this these wounds for far to long that were never yours to hold on to, yes you made mistakes, said the wrong things sometimes your human after all, you were to Trusting to the wrong people, to open , staying around toxic situations through fear of the unknown, you adapted to environments and ended up losing yourself in the process, who you truly are at core level
You have wounds and pain and hurt you carry around that only you see and feel
I know how so many times you have cried yourself to sleep where your pain hurt so much, where each morning you woke with a heavy heart and yet you soldiered on regardless, where you put on a brave face smiled as if nothing was wrong but was empty and lost inside, wondering how you got through each day
I know you have had to make some really hard decisions and walk away from everything to be free, you have survived sooo much tet here you are, you kept getting back up even when you didn't want to be here to face another day, but something inside you kept going because you knew deep down inside you had a beautiful brighter future ahead of you
There was never nothing wrong with you even when people made you think there was, you never needed fixing, you did what you did to survive
All you needed was someone to hold you and make you feel safe, loved , held, seen and heard and say I'm here for You
I'm so sorry I was so hard on you
I am sorry I allowed you to Lower your standards to fit
I'm so so sorry for all the times you have cried yourself to sleep
When you have been so terribly lonely and isolated that you didn't want to wake up the next day
I'm so sorry for everything you have been through
I love you 😍
But look here we are , stronger than ever
Ready to embrace another beautiful day together
😊🥰❤️🙏 Rachel relax_soul_reiki