23/05/2022
The last couple of weeks found me a tiny bit out of balance and it has been very interesting to observe myself during these times… I found that my boundaries were somewhat loosened and my spiritual grounding was a bit shaken too. Once time and effort is dedicated to examine one’s deeper processes the key for recovery will soon arrive too. 🙏
This weekend I needed the quiet, needed the green peacefulness and needed to feel the solar warmth on my skin. I didn’t really wish to connect with people as such, only with my camera. I visited this lovely open garden in Winchcombe. As I was leaving the garden, I thanked the owner lady for having me and told her how amazing their journey had been. Within a minute we found ourselves talking about her breast cancer (25 years ago) and how her healing journey was deeply intertwined with the creation of her garden. (She must have sensed well that I am all for ‘connecting with others’ even when I’m not really in the mood for it… :D ) We were talking about the healing properties of ‘creating’, the remedy of nature, the power of hope, the smell of damp soil and how amazing how trees communicate with each other… We truly connected! 🙏 She was telling me about how lucky she has been and how grateful she was for so many people, however, she said that she was yet to ‘figure out’ the real reason of her cancer, she wants to know the root trauma behind it! “I want to understand and then I can heal completely” - she said! ☯️
It was absolutely wonderful to witness her vulnerability and courage because as a Holistic Pulsing practitioner I believe that these are some of the essential ingredients to open the gate of healing. The wonderful ‘rocking’ technique - I’m so proud to practise - helps to do exactly that! It creates space for you to ‘dig deeper’ without any painful effort, when the gentle waves gives your nervous system a break, your subconscious blockages become free to surface. Traumas get relieved, tensions released, balance restored. The more trauma informed we are, the more complete our healing process will be! ❤
This day for me was about connection. With my inner self, with nature, with others. It is so deeply human to connect, we don’t tend to do it often enough! We should do though, because we are harmed in relationships and deep healing happens in relationship/communion too! Studying the mind in isolation is useful, but we need a balance of this and connection to get well. Connect lovely people, connect! 🙏 With love ❤