29/03/2023
š§ Depression is as complex as it wants to be, trying to understand our own depression can take a life time and it is exhaustingā¦
My story with depression in different years looked like a fantasy/horror movieā¦
One day I would be feeling sad and in a fantasy world, wanting to get better, wanting a different lifeā¦and it all looked like a fantasy, like something unattainableā¦
The next day I would be feeling hopeless and extremely bored in a world of a horror movieā¦
Every daily task, looked like a problem in itself, it was a huge problem in my head and that made me scared of even getting out of bedā¦
Days would go by and I would merely survive like a zombie, getting out of bed and soon after getting back into bedā¦
Chores around the house felt like a 14 hour shift, I was always feeling exhausted, depleted and lifelessā¦
Cooking seemed like an impossible recipe to follow, even making a sandwich felt as if I was preparing food for 100 peopleā¦
Laundry would pile and mix with the laundry that was clean and the laundry that had to go in the washā¦
Confusion held me prisoner in my own headā¦
I would ask myself, am I depressed? and my brain didnāt know⦠I couldnāt find the answer to that questionā¦
I would ask myself, am I crazy? and my brain would send me images of my ex-husband telling me I was crazy, so yeah I was convinced I was crazy and the imagery would reinforce the answerā¦
I would ask myself, am I enough? and my brain would say: absolutely NOT! and would give me a large list of bullet points why I wasnāt enough⦠again more reinforcements appeared realā¦
I had 2 long episodes of depression in my life and I DIDNāT KNOW!!!
The first episode was my post-natal depression, it wasnāt that bad compared to the episode number 2. It cleared on its own but left insecurities in meā¦
The second episode came like a tsunami triggered by a divorce and lasted a year, plus three years of recovery period to then having a few months of semi-peace and I then started my āDark-night of the Soulā chapter in my Awakening Journey š„µ
I meanā¦like: Hello???? What the heck is going on??? I am exhausted!!! Please give me a break!!!
I had about 4 years of a life I didnāt want or asked for⦠and everything in all areas of my life was a HOT-MESS!!!
āNo husband
āNo job
āNot enough money for the lifestyle I was used to
āNo financial freedom
āNo life mission
āNo plans for the future
āNo plans for the present moment
āNo joy
āNo smiles
āNo peace
āNo love
And the NO list went on and on and onā¦.
Until one day I found myself in Paris, finally after 4 years of struggle I was able to go on a little breakā¦
I was in this super cute apartment, looking out of the window and realising that somehow I made it through⦠but I wanted MORE!
š¾ I wanted a life and lifestyle I could be proud of again!
āļø I wanted a life mission!
š¦ I wanted to follow my Soulās purpose!
ā„ļø I wanted a committed relationshipā¦
š I wanted to understand, learn and study everything about Mental Health!
š I wanted to understand, learn and study as much as I possibly could about Spiritual Wellness!
š I wanted to understand, learn and study everything about Well-being!
šAND I DID!!!
š¤ I became a Healer
šI became a Psychologist
šI became a Positive Psychiatrist
šš» I became a Mental Health Specialist and Spiritual Mentor!
I learnt all the lessons I was meant to learn, all compressed and thrown at me from a high speed train⦠but I learnt!
And thatās what matters!!!
I RECOVERED!!!
I improved my life, and I am flourishing NOW!!!
After all my studies I understood and learnt many conditions in depth like:
š¤ Depression
šµāš« Anxiety
š« PTSD
š«„ C-PTSD
𤯠High Levels of Stress
š¤ The Attachment Theory & Identity
And many more
šEmotional
šMental
š¤Spiritual
šPhysical
š§” Physiological, and Personality disorders.
And how too ā¬ļøā¬ļøā¬ļø
ā¤ļø THE RECOVERY MOVEMENT!!!
ā¤ļøāš„ THE RECOVERY PLAN!!!
ā¤ļø THE MANY LEVELS OF CONSCIOUSNESS!!!
ā¤ļøāš„ THE BREAKTHROUGH HEALING FROM THE AKASHIC RECORDS!!!
What I can help you with:
š¾To turn your life RIGHT UP again, to become the joyful, happy go lucky woman of IMPACT and WELL-BEING that you are meant to be!
āļø To remove the stigma of mental health that you might be carrying, to remove the masks of shame that society and your mental conditions made you put on!
āļøTo have the life and lifestyle of mental, emotional, spiritual, physical and physiological FREEDOM you deserve and desire!
š«§ Heal Your Soul, Heal Your Life!
I am very grateful to be of service to YOU!
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Kika