26/08/2025
I have news to share. I am expecting. I have been on the verge of sharing this multiple times throughout the last 6 months, yet it has only truly felt right to do so now that I am right in the middle of my birthing window.
I have been reflecting why this might be. Firstly I know how incredibly fortunate I am - and that there are many women and couples, including some of my clients who are still in the, sometimes painful, midst of trying to make this happen. I know, through having supported clients through the conception journey and now through my own two-year long experience, the physical, emotional, mental rollercoaster and drain this can involve. So I have been tentative and mindful, protective of all the beautiful people who are still navigating the path with this.
But I do now feel it is time, as this pregnancy has brought up so many challenges and insights which I now cherish. I know that this is part of what I needed to experience in order to go even deeper in supporting mamas-to-be and mothers in their gestational and matrescence journey.
This brings me to the second reason I have not shared until now. The experience of this pregnancy has been so wildly different to my first 6 years ago. Early pregnancy after multiple losses has a very different flavour, tinted with anxiety, apprehension and constant questioning. 20 weeks of had me on the floor and completely incapacitated me. A few weeks’ respite before a (mistaken) diagnosis of sent me on a rollercoaster of experiencing first hand the surprisingly strong emotions around this as well as the empowerment of knowing what to do about it. In addition, the load of being pregnant whilst mothering a first child, and the societal commentary about being are all elements that have coloured this cycle a range of surprising hues.
But I feel good now. I feel strong. And I feel excited to bring all of this experience to support and nurture mamas in my future work. I will likely be a little quiet in the weeks to come, but look forward to reconnecting when the time is right ❤️