14/03/2026
Heartbreak is the price I paid for loving you, and what a privilege it was.
Fourteen years with you by my side. My shadow. Through every chapter, every city, every version of my life — you were there.
The universe picked me to be your mumma, and how lucky was I.
I feel so blessed that I was with you in your final moments, and for the hours I spent holding you after you were gone. I hope you felt how much you were loved, because I know — without any doubt — that I was your whole world. And you were mine.
Castro brought me the kind of joy and unconditional love that humans so easily forget exists. He never forgot. Not once. And it wasn't just me — Castro had a gift. That smile of his and his uniquely high-pitched, immediately recognisable bark could stop strangers in their tracks and win hearts within seconds. He connected with people in a way that was entirely his own. Everyone who met him, remembered him.
Walking through the front door will never be the same. Morning cuddles, coffee mornings, sitting together on the couch, our walks — all of it changed now. He followed me everywhere, even to the loo. He sat patiently by the shower every single time, and in the kitchen he was my loyal sous chef, always nearby and waiting for payment in bits of food. The quietness he has left behind is something I will never begin to understand.
For now, I am left only with his ashes. But I hope and pray that once the pain of losing him — of holding him through his last painful breaths — begins to soften, all the memories, the adventures, and the joyful times will find their way back to me. And that is how I will carry him forward.
Through my heartbreak, there is comfort in knowing that his pain and suffering are finally over. He can run free now, without struggle, without hurt — bounding across rainbow fields to meet all the dogs who went before him, tail wagging, that bark echoing, that smile lighting up wherever he is. He is finally at peace, and he deserves every moment of it.
Life will never be the same again. And somehow, that is the greatest testament to what we had.
I love you forever, my little one. 🤍
Thank you for capturing him so beautifu