22/10/2026
Last weekend I was on a course learning the healing energy of Isis divine mother with the 𝑻𝙝𝒆 𝑰𝙎𝑰𝙎 𝙎𝒄𝙝𝒐𝙤𝒍 𝒐𝙛 𝙃𝒐𝙡𝒊𝙨𝒕𝙞𝒄 𝑯𝙚𝒂𝙡𝒕𝙝
This journey I have been on hasn’t been small; so much in my life has happened and a large part of what has happened my mind has been unable to comprehend.
After my spiritual awakening back in 2007 I dedicated time to meditation either in stillness or movement everyday leading to the awakening of my kundalini energy. I learned the healing energy of reiki to master level in 2015 to enhance my energy healing ability so knowledge for the consciousness and energy was strong.
However, after my son was born in 2019 I began to really suffer with the acceptance of my past. When I was training I was taking panic attacks and meditating would also lead to panic attacks. I couldn’t get in my body the way I used to, my son had awoken something with me that needed healing.
The strength in my motivation to get myself aligned again brought me to plant medicine ceremonies to the point I was doing them 2:1 and 3:1 ceremonies (another addiction perhaps) I also attended a body dearmouring workshop this is where I saw the depths of what I travelled through that my mind had forgotten but my body remembered.
Last year I attended the spiritual path of Isis. It slowly started to break everything down into smaller chunks to accept what I have been running from for decades.
As I’ve continued through the healing path of Isis I am feeling so able within my body again to the point I feel emotionally fit enough for intensity in physical training again.
The book “the body keeps the score” keeps popping into my awareness since the weekend.
And even more so after that weekend it’s so apparent to me that you cannot train a body that holds trauma the same way of that a body that doesn’t.
There is a different approach to it. It doesn’t move and respond the same way to the world that surrounds it. All has to be considered to train it.
We have to knowledge what we know and hear what the body has to say through feeling.
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