08/12/2025
Had a madddd headache this morning, ended up sleeping for most of day and had to fight frigging sleep paralysis again- I don’t usually get it during the day and I cant usually sleep that long during the day either
Got that feeling where my astral body is getting ready to gap my physical body as i was falling asleep and I was like aw hell nahhh I’m not doing this right now 😂 (I’m getting pretty good at fighting it when I don’t want it, its still scary at times)
Anyway I ended up safe there, but then im in paralasys & I was covincedddd I heard someone in my kitchen open the fridge, turn the tap on, i was listening carefully to be sure because i thought i was hearing things but no i definitely heard that. then I was convinced someome was standing next to my bed licking an ice block or something. I’m awake but I can’t move and I’m home alone. I tried to turn over and check but couldn’t, I was thinking maybe my man was home early from work. Then I was sure he had sat down in bed next to me and patted my arm to make sure I was good and then I fell back asleep again.
He was in infact not home early and I was indeed still home alone 😂😭
I’ve had things like this in the past where I’m dreaming a very real like situation in my room/home that feels VERY real, one a couple years ago ended with the face of a girl I knew of that passed and was dead, flashing in my face before I woke up in paralysis so at this point I’m not sure if I’m lowkey connecting with spirits in my sleep or fkn what 🥲
A small one I had in my early teens was I got woken up to something tugging on my blanket and again, I woke up paralysed
Someone requested I make a video on dreams and astral realms so I’ll work on putting that out this week!