10/11/2026
A new level unlocked?
Its funny how you think you're working toward a top level, but once you get close, a new level becomes visible. This has happened a couple of times. While there was a small feeling of success, the "son of a ..." was hot on its heels. So, what do you do? You glance back and realize, you DON'T wany to go back. Pull up them big gurl panties and get to work.
I wanted inner peace more than anything. Tired of the hustle and jostle of the human existence. I approached things with the perspective of I don't HAVE a soul......I AM a soul. I started to feel that small measure of success. The arrogant human giddy at a job well done. Then...you guessed it......the fog clears and I see a whole new level. The "son of a..." started to bubble up, but this time, a different sensation came through. A calm like no other. A soul calm. I was driving through town looking at things like it's the first time I have ever seen it. I felt like I was on vacation, visiting this neat little town. In actuality, I was born in this town, grew up here. Somehow, my human saw all this as everyday sights. But my soul came through strong, pointing out neat little things that somehow had more color or definition. The sense of wonder was magical. The ties of the human world loosening.
Soul calm, I am only here on a brief vacation. I am not just connected to source, I am source. My goal here is to spread that message. To remind others, they ARE source, they are light and love. Hopefully show them that they are here on vacation also. Take in the magic and wonder. Have adventures, live this human life in high definition. Walk that high wire knowing there is a safety net. Don't look at things with fear of losing them, but with gratitude that you got to see/experience them. Yes, there is struggle and big feels......but Just for Today, I am grateful that this adventure holds so much. Grateful isn't strong enough to express how I feel about you in this life....but here it is....I am grateful for YOU.