09/29/2026
So I know it's not exactly the trend anymore to post long stories with a single photo, but this is what I have the energy for right now, so this is what's getting posted. 😂
September has put me through the wringer.
I've had what I can only describe as an interpersonal reckoning with the universe, with continuous tests of my ability to value myself and hold my worth as sacred.
I've been forced to look at all the ways I've allowed my energy, time, and resources to be siphoned without a truly reciprocal exchange.
These tests have shown up in both my business and personal life, requiring me to stand up for myself, set firm boundaries, and actually stick to them.
It's been uncomfortable, frustrating, and simultaneously liberating as hell.
I've wanted to crawl into a hole and never come back out. I've also wanted to climb to the top of a mountain and scream, "I GET IT, UNIVERSE! MESSAGE RECEIVED! NO MORE TESTS, PLEASE!"
I know this is preparing me for the very things I've been asking for. Bigger stages, holding space for larger groups, and being seen in ways I can only imagine. But that doesn't make the process any less scary.
I've cried, wailed, disconnected, and stared at the wall wondering what comes next. And through it all, I've continued to show up, do my work, and hold space for others, while watching my clients navigate remarkably similar experiences.
I suspect many of us are being asked to reclaim our energy, honor our worth, and stop abandoning ourselves in the name of keeping the peace.
Maybe this is what growth really looks like. Not just manifesting bigger things, but becoming the version of ourselves who can hold them without losing ourselves in the process.
I'm still in the thick of it, without a beautifully packaged lesson or a neat little bow. Just doing my best to navigate the messy middle.
If you're going through something similar, I see you, my friend. Keep choosing yourself. Keep honoring your boundaries and trusting your process.
We'll get to the other side of this. And hopefully, we'll understand why we had to learn these lessons along the way.
In the meantime, universe, if you could ease up on the pop quizzes, that would be fantastic. ❤️