10/12/2026
Its not about the handstand. . .
The handstand is the symbol!
When i was diagnosed with one of the MANY things I was angry about was the interruption treatment would have on my handstand practice.
I became almost neurotic about "the handstands."
I annoyed my oncology team, my care taker, my support system, myself.
I didnt know why I was so obsessed with
Some said denial.
Some said to stay goal focused
Others shared in the
Im realizing now. . .6 years post treatment. . . It was never about the handstands.
I still cant put my finger on it. But im feeling it more and more in my soul that doing the handstand is simply a visual bi product of the actual revelation.
I know its not as a yoga teacher or a fitness instructor. Its not the activity.
Im digging deeper into the spiritual connection of yoga.
The yoga philosophy.
And I believe the achieving of the solid balance free standing handstanding is only one of many examples of thr possibilities when ones reaches
Im in a chapter of discovery. . . And finding true yoga outside of american based yoga trends has been so helpful!!!
Lets get back to the roots. . . Earth's roots.