10/23/2026
After my company downsized, I sent out two hundred and twelve job applications. Yes, I counted. I kept a spreadsheet with color-coded columns. I got eleven interviews and zero offers. By month eight, my savings were thin, my nerves were thinner, and my teenage son had started asking whether we'd have to move. I remember sitting in our parked car outside a gas station, face in my hands, saying, "God, I've done everything." Quietly, almost like a whisper, I felt the nudge: Try a different water. So the next morning I did something I'd never done. Instead of submitting another online form, I called a small local company that wasn't even hiring and asked to speak to the owner. I told him honestly what I could do. He was silent for a moment, then said, "Funny. My operations manager just gave notice yesterday." I walked into an interview that afternoon and left with an offer. The salary was better than any I'd applied for. I think about that spreadsheet now with gratitude, because it taught me how many doors can be closed and still lead to the one that's open. If you've done everything and nothing has worked, try the other side. God is already standing there with your catch. Amen πΌ