11/29/2021
To those few that occasionally read this, my apologies at not being able to inspire you on your own health journey. I have used this as a personal blog with all of its ups and downs. At the moment, I feel like a failure in my weight loss journey. I'm 290lbs, 70 up from 220(started at 307+). I use food as a coping mechanism for the boredom in my life. That boredom is self imposed as I try to escape daily life, I've lived much outside of society away from friends and family, relationships, and happiness all trying to survive through life. Its tiring and full of failures, I'm done with failures. Its time to embrace life, seek help, get my weight and physical health in check while seeking help with mental health and do more than just keeping my head above water. My journey is never over, as long as I'm alive, it is also alive