10/26/2026
I started typing this when the Benadryl hot and I'm so glad I didn't post it then π So many typos and words that didn't make sense!
Long cancer story short, these 9 years have taught me A LOT. From treatments to nausea and heartburn relief to skincare and nutrition... I feel that one of the most important things I've learned is how to speak up for myself and say "no thank you." No thank you to zofran (wicked headache), no thank you to steroids (I feel like I'm a mental patient), and no thank you to people who don't value my friendship (seriously that politician who doesn't care about you is more important than our 20+ year friendship? Weird but okay bye)
I've also learned to say YES to more things that bring me joy, from the dog park to time with real friends to watching an "old movie" (like the 90s) with my kids. (Can't Buy Me Love is still adorable, Bring It On holds up) Also date nights with my husband are so special.
As I inch closer to 50 I'm feeling the drive to do more for ME. The list of musicians I have yet to see in concert is getting smaller (I've probably seen over 700 bands live) the number of plays. I want to see increases weekly. And TRAVEL! I can't wait to start traveling again!!
Anywho this post is about cancer treatment and how hard it is to choose what's right for YOU. Some people really thrive on being told what to do while others want to take responsibility and ownership of their treatments, supplements and game plan. I wish I would have listened to my gut and not done 30 rounds of radiation. Regret is part of the journey too.
So wherever you're at please have an open mind, listen to everyone and make meditated & educated decisions π
Happy to be here,
Sierra