Wild Heart Alchemy

06/10/2025

Over the summer, I hit a wall of burnout that was so deep, I felt like I’d never climb out. Simple tasks at work had me staring at my computer, frozen in overwhelm. I was highly irritable and easy to tear up. I couldn’t even navigate my own emotions, let alone share space with others, leading me to isolate from almost everyone. The previous year and a half of immense stress had finally caught up to me.

While sitting at what felt like rock bottom, I remembered all of the tools I have gathered over the years and started to incorporate daily routines and rituals that nourished me and refilled my cup. Morning meditations and breath work, wrapping myself in comforting fabrics, herbal preparations to mend my frazzled nerves, cozy teas that made me feel safe at home, and making tea time a ritual with this stunning work of art.

I’m finally starting to feel the clouds part and the sun come out. It feels good to remember that I am a child of the earth, and she gives us beautiful medicine to support us when the unnatural world pulls us away from ourselves.

I’ve also resumed my herbal medicine studies and am on my way to be a Registered Herbalist. I need clinical hours, so shoot me a DM if you’d like to work with me on some herbal protocols!

Herbs: Nerve Restore and Milky Oats from
Teas: several from .co at
Vessel: .ceramics
Robe that feels like home: .earthandsalt

30/09/2025

Always grateful to be in space with these beautiful souls. May we find play every time we’re together. 🫶🏼 🏝️ ☀️

16/06/2025

Feeling the need to voice that this will always be a safe space for lgbtq+, immigrants, bipoc, etc, after seeing a local ‘yogi’ post their opposing stance. It made me realize that we can’t rely on assumptions based on practice, and I want anyone who works with me to know where I stand.

Fascism must die, and we are the revolution.

While protests feel empowering in the moment, tbh they feel slightly performative and less productive the more I attend. If anyone has ideas on how to take real impactful action after the streets are emptied and the signs are tossed, please DM me!

30/04/2025

Life isn’t always easy, the people you love and care deeply about aren’t always kind, and the road to happiness isn’t always void of obstacles and pain.

But I will never let that dim my light, s***f out my love and passion, or change who I am and how I show up.

20/05/2024

Hi everyone,

I know I’m a lot more active on instagram and wanted to share this on Facebook for those who aren’t.

Last week we almost lost our baby girl to an extremely severe case of Hemhorragic Gastroenteritis after all the dogs shared a bit of a stomach bug. Basically, her GI tract overreacted and was trying to shed its lining, so we admitted her to the hospital for 24 hours of fluids while we just had to let the process happen.

Just when we thought she was on track, she went into shock and had to go into icu, which then led to a feeding tube for a few days. When she was laid out on the table, unresponsive and hooked up to machines as they tried to save her, the vet looked me in the eyes and said ‘we can either try one more thing that will cost an unforeseeable amount more depending on how she responds or you can make the fair decision to euthanize’ there was no other decision but to try and save her. I couldn’t let go of someone I love with every fiber of my being if she was saveable.

She was finally discharged yesterday after a week in the hospital and is on the mend even though we still have a ways to go. I’ve racked up quite a bit of debt and even though it’s hard asking for help, here I am.

I don’t expect to reach our goal but any little bit helps so I get pay as much of my credit card down before the interest hits. I know not everyone understands sinking this much into a pet, but I’ll work my ass off trying to pay this debt rather than live with having made a decision to put her down just because this world makes it so difficult to afford emergency intervention, and basic life if we’re honest.

You can donate here: https://www.gofundme.com/f/support-chamomiles-healing-journey or please share from my previous post so it can reach those who can. Thank you to everyone who has reached out and offered support in various ways through this past week of absolute hell.

19/05/2024

Hi friends,

We have had quite the week. It’s incredibly difficult to ask for help, but here we are. Please feel free to share with any other animal lovers out there and cross your fingers that our sweet girl can come home soon.

On Monday, May 13, our sweet Chamomile began experiencing vomiting coupled with blo… Beth Devillier needs your support for Support Chamomile’s Healing Journey

09/04/2024

Since the logo was inspired by an eclipse, I thought it fitting to finally release more details about a project I’ve been working on. I had plans for a grander announcement, but was sick all last week 😭

This summer I’m launching an online space called The Sacred Liminal. This will be part online yoga studio and part online courses related to tapping into your power and weaving a little magic of your own.

She’s been in the works for a while and has had to be paused a few times, but I’m excited for a (probably late) summer of 2024 launch date! This is me putting it out there so I have some accountability. 😮‍💨

I’ll give more updates soon, keep your eyes peeled for a free online flow as a little teaser soon. 😉

22/12/2023

Happy solstice, earthlings!! I know it’s been a while, but I wanted to poke my head out to share an easy ritual for solstice: a simmer pot!

Winter solstice asks us to dive into our shadow as we make our way through the upcoming winter months and eventually emerge in Spring at the equinox. Take some time to reflect on what part of your shadow you’re ready to burrow into over these next months.

•What do you need to clear in order to plant seeds in the spring?

•What parts of yourself have been tucked away and are ready to be resurrected?

•What aspects of yourself are ready to die and be laid to rest?

Set your intentions to breathe life into your simmer pots that fill the air with fragrance and solstice magic. Citruses and bright herbs are thought to bring light to the darker days, perhaps you need a guiding light.

Pines, junipers, and resins like frankincense clear the way. Cinnamon, clove, and other warming spices bring a fire and warmth to stagnancy. Hawthorn and other heart centric herbs are great for love. Chamomile brings a sweet softness, shadow work can be heavy.

If you don’t have any of these in hand, just use your intuition!

Happy solstice!

29/08/2023

Today marks 1 year since I landed in Bali.

I’ll never forget the flood of emotions I had. Excitement, overwhelm, anxiety, bewilderment, stress, bliss. I’d be smiling ear to ear one moment and then crying the next. But I think that’s because every cell in my body was rearranging because of this place.

Bali changed me in ways that can never be undone. She’s like climbing into a womb, ripe for growth and change.

All I know is that I will be back some day, and for now I’ll hold onto and cherish every single moment I had while there.

I’m so grateful that there were so many times I was present enough to just take it in because I knew it was so special. I can’t wait for the day I can return.

This shot in particular was one when my heart was so so full, spending the sweet days off in between training with some of the most special people in my life down in Canguu. It’s part of a series I shot while in Bali and am excited to say I’ll finally be showing some of the work in a group exhibition on San Antonio soon.

10/08/2023

Words can’t describe how excited I am about this project! I’ve been working with the amazingly talented .lingo to create a little piece of mama Bali in the back yard - a yoga shala inspired by the shala me and my soul sisters transformed in while in Ubud. A sacred, holy space that allows for vulnerability and transformation, the ability to meet the depths of the soul, to discover new parts of ourselves. The Sacred Liminal.

I have so many visions and ideas for this space and can finally feel it anchoring in. I promise to share progress as it comes and can’t wait until the day I can host my first class in it. 🥹

08/08/2023

Sweet souls, my summer travels are complete and I’m taking August to revive, which means my next Yoga as Ritual class at .collective.mbs is coming up in September! It’s been extended to a 2-hour class to allow for more processing and self inquiry in the guided ritual, followed by a juicy 1 hour Asana practice that will support the energetics of our ritual.

This class will offer space to tap into the depths of your inner awareness and clear the muck or call in desires - whatever you need to do internally is yours to decide and will be supported by the tools I offer. We then move into a practice that will anchor your intentions deeply into the body, using movement as prayer and full body expression of your ritual work.

The practice itself is a slow burning, strong, sweaty flow that slows down transitions in order to achieve more articulation and awareness in the muscular action. This provides more body perception that connects our minds and breath deeper with the web of our muscles and bones, promoting a full mind-body-soul connection that gives a fertile ground for our intentions to land in. While it is a strong flow, the postures stay simple and basic and modifications are always offered. No need to be advanced in your asana, this flow will have opportunities to grow no matter what level of practice you have.

Contribution is $20 but if this offering is tugging at your soul and money is an obstacle, feel free to DM me and we can work it out.

See you in sacred space!

03/07/2023

Flowing in Greece. Moving my body to awaken the corners that are sleeping. Breathing life into stiffness as the sun sets on Athens and the full moon kisses the sky.