Lotus Blossom Heart Healing

04/30/2024

For me, it was all of the above. It seemed so normal to be with someone who would just not speak to me when he was mad. Having low self-esteem causes many of the choices we will later regret. https://carolineabbott.com/2018/10/becoming-a-person-who-recognizes-their-own-worth/

04/30/2024

Mine would taunt me until I lost it, then sit back with a satisfied smile and say "look how out of control you are." I didn't like the way I reacted, giving him that power. After that, I learned to keep my reactions in check...which made him even angrier. https://carolineabbott.com/2017/08/should-i-stay-or-leave/

04/29/2024

Channeled Prayer of Gratitude and Guidance 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

Creator -

Thank YOU for a New Day and opportunity to RISE, FLOURISH, AND SPREAD YOUR LOVE IN THE WORLD 🌍🫶🏼🫂🌍
I RELINQUISH MY LIMITED, EGO-BASED WILL TO YOU; REQUESTING THAT YOU REPLACE MINE WITH YOURS TO GUIDE MY BELIEFS, THOUGHTS, FEELINGS, AND BEHAVIORS: ENABLING ME TO PRESENT AS MY HIGHEST SELF AS YOU INTENDED;
HUMBLY, RESPECTFULLY, LOVINGLY - YET FIERCELY, PASSIONATELY & FAITHFULLY UNWAVERING - RAISE THE COLLECTIVE FREQUENCY OF LOVE - TO LIGHT THE WAY FOR THE LOST, HOPELESS, AND HURTING SOULS - TO FIND THEIR WAY BACK HOME TO YOUR UNCONDITIONAL LOVE LIGHT AND TRUTH 💯🫶🏼💯

BE MY LIGHT TODAY AND ILLUMINATE THE NEEDED STEPS TO TAKE, FOR MY HIGHEST GOOD TODAY, SO THAT I AM FOLLOWING, IN TRUST & FAITH; SO THAT I AM DOING MY PART IN YOUR MASTER PLAN TO RETURN LOVE TO MAMA GIA'S SURFACE AND THE SOULS WALKING UPON HER BEAUTY - TO FLOW WITH YOUR DIVINE TIMING & ORDER; IN PERFECTLY ALIGNED HARMONY & BALANCE ⚖️🗽⚖️

ALLOW ME TO BE A LOVING WITNESS TO MY TRAUMA BRAIN TRIGGERS - RATHER THAN MY PREVIOUS PATTERN OF BEING A DROWNING PARTICIPANT, LACKING ACCEPTANCE, TRUST, AND FAITH - MISSING THE BIGGER PICTURE MESSAGES AS A RESULT OF MY SELF WILL AND BEING NARROWLY FOCUSED UPON MY PAIN - CAUSING ME TO BE OVERWHELMED, OVERSTIMULATED, AND CRUSHED UNDER THE WEIGHT OF THE WAVES OF THE OCEANS OF EMOTIONS OF REPRESSED AND DENIED EMOTIONS; CAUSING DIS-EASE AND LACK OF ALIGNMENT WITHIN MYSELF. TODAY, AND EVERY DAY TO COME, GUIDE MY DAILY FOCUS TO WHAT I NEED TO LEARN IN ORDER TO GROW AND EVOLVE IN YOUR ENDLESS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR MY HIGHEST GOOD AND THAT OF THE COLLECTIVE - TO SHINE YOUR UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, LIGHT, AND TRUTH UPON THE COLLECTIVE: TO ASSIST IN GUIDING EVERY LOST AND LONELY SOUL, HOME TO THEIR HEARTS AND BACK HOME TO YOUR UNCONDITIONAL LOVE OF HEALING. ALLOW ME TO MASTER MY LESSONS IN YOUR DIVINE TIMING TO LEVEL UP AS YOU DESIRE - TO CONTINUE ALONG MY JOURNEY HOME TO ENLIGHTENMENT AND FULFILL MY LIFE PURPOSE - MY PROMISE TO YOU 🙏🏼✨🪷✨🙏🏼

GUIDES, PLEASE GUIDE ME INTO MY FIRM, STEADY, AND CONSISTENTLY BALANCED ALIGNMENT OF MIND, BODY, HEART, SOUL, AND SPIRIT; THROUGH BEING FIRMLY ROOTED IN THE WISDOM OF MY PAST AND THE CORE OF MAMA GIA; TO PRACTICE LOVING AND WISE DISCERNMENT. ENABLING ME TO BE LOVINGLY, INTENTIONALLY, AND PURPOSELY PRESENT IN EVERY PASSING MOMENT - SO THAT I MAY FLY HIGH WITH the Bald Eagles, REACHING FOR THE SUN 🌞, MOON 🌕 AND STARS ✨ ABOVE & WITH AN OPEN, TRUSTING, & FAITHFUL HEART AND SOUL - RECEIVE AND FOLLOW YOUR GUIDANCE AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE LIGHT AND TRUTH 🧿🪬🙏🏼🪷🫶🏼🤲🏼🙏🏼🧿🪬🕉️

ETERNAL GRATITUDE AND LOVE

04/05/2024

All of this 💜

04/02/2024

Yes it is. I was quiet and still am pretty quiet about what all I went through. But the times I have shared a wee bit I was hit with disbelief. And the ol victim mentality bs. Or the best one yet

03/31/2024

03/31/2024

❤️🫶❤️Christine..

03/31/2024

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03/31/2024

Good morning, loves,

For my birthday last fall, I decided to hike Grandfather Mountain. It was in the midst of one of the cable climbs that the grief punctured my heart and I literally sat down to weep, chest heaving.

At this point, the pain of grief had become familiar to me but I recognized the truth:

I loved deeply and therefore the grief is deep.

And I have no regrets about it.

So, let the waves of pain come, loves. Ride them. Know they will pass. Recognize that they are a reflection of the deep love you carry within.

And that’s a beautiful thing. 💜

I hope today is amazing. I’m sending you lots of love!

Xo
Laura

Thank you to for the beautiful post and positive vibes. 💜

03/31/2024