20/10/2026
Some honesty about the daily grind of getting healthy… ❤️
I share the progress and the milestones, but there’s also the part where you’re putting in the work and still questioning yourself.
I’ve been consistent with this lifestyle. Even date nights come with thought and planning. At Spur, it’s chicken breast, salad and veg, with the basting on the side. At Nando’s, chicken breast with the skin off, no extra sauce, salad and spinach.
Then I’ll still sit there wondering whether that meal was as healthy as what I would’ve made at home. 🤦🏽♂️
In the evenings, I have my usual yoghurt, popcorn and biltong—the routine I’ve followed for about eight months. Lately, I’ve been having around 40 g of extra popcorn, and suddenly I’m feeling guilty and questioning that too.
Meanwhile, the scale has been hovering around 97 kg for weeks. I briefly saw 94.2 kg, but it didn’t stay there. Then the last two days: 99.2 kg and 99.4 kg.
Now I’m looking at the scale like, “After all the effort I’m putting in, are you being serious?” 😂
I check my food. Run the numbers. Look at my training. Check everything again.
The body-composition scanner is reporting more muscle and less body fat. I’m treating those readings as estimates, but my mind still gets stuck on the total weight going up.
“Am I gaining fat? Am I eating too much? Am I doing something wrong?”
And this is with all the research I’ve done and everything I’ve already been through.
Knowing about the process doesn’t stop you from having feelings about it.
I understand why people get despondent. You make thoughtful choices, put in the work, and want some reassurance that it’s paying off. When the numbers don’t give you that reassurance, it can really get into your head.
So this post is for anyone who is trying hard and quietly doubting themselves. I have those days too.
Keep showing up. Keep making choices that support your health. Pay attention to your body, ask questions when something changes, and give yourself some grace along the way.
A difficult day on the scale doesn’t erase months of effort.
I’m reminding myself of that as much as I’m reminding you. Stay consistent, have faith in the process, and remember how far you’ve already come. ❤️💪🏽