16/10/2026
Oh yes I’ve experienced this for the last 22 years 💛
I only ‘work part time’ now and have done ‘the inner work’ yet all of these years have been a beautiful journey into the human psyche and experience. I need zero validation now. I know who I AM 🔥
As I shared over the years re my article being published in One Tribe magazine, 21 of my poems being in a book, my story so far being in another book, working with thousands of people, being on radio, facilitating groups and so many moments I could mention
I felt
🔥 congratulations from some
☺️ envy from others
🦄 indifference from many
There were times I would shrink back down yet I could not negate who I am and what I have done
I am loving my space on the Fetternear Estate and know that it’s ’out the road’ for some but local to those who live in Kemnay, Kintore, Inverurie, Alford, Dunecht areas (& more). It’s a beautiful scenic drive here and I chose the space as it’s a few minutes drive from our now home.
Yesterday I did a Reflexology session on a young woman who I have known since she was a teenager but I hadn’t seen her for a few years. A wise Being she shared much that reminded me of all of my years and how I can assist others on their journey. She beautifully and kindly reminded me to ‘charge my worth’ and this is not about asking the world but being able to cover rent and go home with more than a tenner to myself. That’s how I reached burnout previously. I would give my all and ask relatively little back. I have said a few times recently (words to the tune of) “£15…that’s not worth me putting make-up on for”
I had been applying for part-time jobs. I do fancy trying something different yet I also love the energy healing/alignment/reiki (call it what you will) and reflexology especially. I love helping others and seeing ‘the light go on’.
Facebook algorithms and interactions are not a measure of our worth. I know many more people read my posts and watch my reels than they ever let on. Let them.
It’s an exciting expansive transformative time and we will all be placed exactly where we need to be.
I have a Teams call today regarding this ‘part time job’. I’m not sure I’m meant to ‘be in the system’ yet know the system is changing and this is part of the infrastructure that people will still need. I know it’s to help me get over ‘being on camera’ and it was mentioned that should I get the job (it’s part time) that I would have to go away (out of this area) for 3 weeks for training. I had to feel into my body’s response to that. I told my mum where it is and she said ‘I’m not sure about that job for you’. I get her. I have been guided to go through the process anyway and if I’m meant to get it and experience something completely different then I will.
I have gone past the ‘needing others to heal’ ‘wanting others to do the inner work’
‘Overthinking what others are doing or not doing’
‘Pondering on why some friendships went a little weird’
And more
Anyway I’m enjoying life and I hope you are too 🥰
Dawn 💛###x