27/10/2026
The Wild Cairn Goddess
Five years ago we sat in ceremony amidst our five day Avalon retreat and worked with Clay
I didn’t know what wanted to emerge, I just allowed myself to be worked by the material
What emerged was a wild goddess, a vessel of dreams
No grasping, no expectations
She was also to be placed outside and allowed the slow path of weathering
The journey unknown
Our greatest lighthouse for this human experience is hope
To move along the path with the promise of the cycle of renewal
We can not see the winding path, the hidden diversions or the end
We just get to walk in blind faith that the story will unfold as we need it to
That the mystery will carry us ever closer to ourselves
As we approach the thinning veil we are asked to honestly reckon with that which has not come to fruition
Perhaps it forms a deeper tap root that is not yet ready to cycle
Perhaps it has become the compost for an evolution of self that is yet to be seen
This great mystery asks us to loosen our grip and choose to trust the spirallic motion, the seasonal ebb and flow, the hibernation
In this surrender we can create a larger expanse of space for the horizon to widen, for us to consider beyond what we saw for ourselves from our limited perspective
And rather than we caught in the trap what we are desperate to control - we open ourselves in trust fall that takes us further than we could have possibly imagined
There is magic afoot
*The spiral of apprenticeship has come to culmination with another client - so if you would like to work with me in the priestess journey of 13 moons (either online or in person) please get in touch*
