02/10/2026
October is usually a busy month for me.
Last year I was off to events & workshops,
Running my own
And squeezing in an unplanned retreat in Bali
Well…because I could
I LOVE OCTOBER
It’s a busy business month here in the Top End.
It’s called October Business Month or OBM and I love it.
But this year it’s completely EMPTY
Nothing planned or booked
No events to deliver.
Not really
At least nothing I myself am building or am excited to attend.
It may change.
It may not.
Slowing down has given much time & space to reflect.
To reassess.
What actually matters…
Who ACTUALLY matters!
Ii saw so much.
I saw I was sitting in the wrong rooms
And STILL trying to get a seat at tables that weren’t for me.
And with people who weren’t for me.
People who’ve shown me time and time again who they actually are
And I still keep showing up hoping to be seen by them!
It’s been BRILLIANT.
Absolutely frickin brilliant.
And then, I was running myself ragged making money so I could create events that didn’t make money.
Because I loved doing it.
And I was trying to be seen.
Known.
However, I recently discovered I love making money and flip side I also need to!
It’s an act of Self Care after all.
Conquering my personal money story has been a long journey- one that’s still unraveling.
And it’s dragging my fear of life admin story to the therapy couch with it!
It feels like parts of me that have long evaded me and I them, are finally ready to grow up!
And in the mean time, I can stop going to the opening of an envelope and doing yet another course.
😂🤗💜