06/10/2026
I wasn't on here quite a while. Was busy with finding peace, balance and 'why' as a reason to get up every morning. Focused on all the RE: re-building, re-gaining, re-storing, re-balancing, relaxing, rejuvenating, reclaiming life back.
Turned out all of it was closer than I thought. All of it was inside me, I just couldn't reach it while in a rush, panic, and under pressure. When I calmed down, took time for myself - I was closer to my inner self than I thought I was. Not lost, not broken, just tired, grieving, losing my mind while being bombarded with too many events at a time.
Taking time off became the opportunity my body was craving - to finally listen to my thoughts, name stored feelings, notice my own body. This was a time of stillness, meditation and coming back to myself. Birds singing, and playing, sun in the garden. No rushing, no pressure, no work or chores. Just peace. My breath, my stomach raising and falling when I breathe, closed eyes.
All you need is already inside you. You only need some space and time to discover it again, absorb and accept.
It gives lightness of breath back.
Struggle needs to be spoken out, named and resolved. Life is not only rainbows, butterflies and unicorns. Life can be a piece of s*it, but we're capable of finding our way out.
How have you been lately?
