09/24/2026
This summer was an ode to FIRE.
To desire becoming direction.
To fear coming with me.
To consciously choose where my life-force goes.
And to dare to take
aligned action anyway.
In January, surrounded by snow,
I went inward.
Deep into my practice.
Deep into my own waters.
Listening before knowing
what would come next.
A home of my own in Brooklyn
A garden.
More sun on my skin.
After a long winter inward,
I could feel myself slowly
coming back out into life.
Blooming again.
Instead of just directing my fire in scatter ways everywhere, discernment was key, recognizing we can CHOOSE always
One of those YESes became
She Speaks, She Rises.
A vision held by three women
became a room full of women
willing to show up for themselves
and for one another.
Connection.
Sisterhood.
Truth.
Transmutation.
There is something powerful
about women witnessing women
become more of themselves.
Witnessing the stories of transformation post retreat is been the most rewarding experience for me
Sometimes clarity doesn’t arrive
as another thought. It arrives as movement, even if they look small or big
I finally forgave the version of me
who once chose the safety of a marriage
that provided so much—
while slowly giving away her voice.
I forgave her.
And I allowed myself
to forgive him too.
There are things we don’t need
to keep carrying
to remember what they taught us.
At some point, longing asks us:
Are you willing to move towards what you long for?
Sleeping 10–12 hours
after days of intense work.
Letting myself rest
while the to-do list kept growing.
Still a stretch.
But less guilt.
Less fighting my body.
Pause kept bringing me back
to the ground.
Without pausing we can not interrupt the pattern so we still trap in a loop of getting the same results and experiences despite our efforts to change it
EARTH
What is actually happening?
WIND
What am I feeling?
WATER
What do I need?
FIRE
What needs to be expressed, requested
or moved into action?
Not a formula.
A way I keep coming back
to ourselves
Because not every new season
needs another push forward.
Sometimes the next movement
begins by listening to
what this season has already revealed.
Integration